The first day that I saw him I new that I would like him.
But what I didn’t no is that I would like him this much
If I was able to I wish I could just tell him that every
Night I pray to god that I could just hold him once.
Maybe just have one kiss, one hug. Something that would
Tell me that he liked me with just the littlest bit.
I have gone though this to much. I wish that maybe just
Maybe he would like me not her. I keep changing for him.
But now I’m done I have had changed to much for now on I’m
Me only me if he doesn’t like that well then I guess he doesn’t
Like me. I’ve only made myself more pain then needed.im what ever
Way I put it. Him, He, It, Mr., anything it would be the same
I like him he doesn’t no it I want him he wants her I need him.
He needs her.

Open Book

Im a open book and you're all hopelessly engrossed. Flip through my pages, study my words. I make rules to break, and wear a smile like a mask. Fiction in my veins, fantasy is my game. I wish my life was an eternal fairytale; with prince charming a palace away. Sharp angles, soft complexion; I’m the perfect example of what not to be. Use me, bruise me, lose me -- I’m still strong. My voice will never be silenced. I’m not leaving until I’m good and ready. I’ll stick to you like a virus. If I have something against you, you'll never hear the end of it. I’m gaudy, I’m deep. My heart is my enemy & my closest friend. Make what you want of me, but whatever you do, don’t judge me by my cover.