Now that you're gone

Now that your gone
It's too dark at night
It's constantly cold
and nothing seems right
Now that your gone
It hurts to be alone
Can't stand it without you
Afraid and on my own
Now that your gone
My world means naught
Sorry for what i said
All the times we faught
Now that your gone
and have left me behind
I'm losing my focus
I've already lost my mind
Now that your gone
I can't seem to find my smile
I didn't think I'd lose it yet
At least not for awhile

I'll be okay even on my weakest days.

Thighs are coloured,
Full of black and blue.
Fingerprints mark them,
What else can I do?

Eyes are mistaken,
For a human waterfall.
I lower my head now,
But I'm not even tall.

These fingers cramp,
From holding this blade.
I closed my eyes,
Hoping not to be saved.

My legs are scarred,
And my heart is sore.
My world is darker,
I can't see anymore.